Wow, so its been a while since we first snuck out so "long ago". Life has been pretty hectic since then. Span and I both started summer school, which is the perfect method for enjoying a constant 8 hours with eachother! I have to say I love just sitting next to her, even though its mostly in silence, intently listening to the teacher, as I inch my leg forward to rub against hers or gently move my hand accross her forearm. Its that tacit bond that really reveals how close we are to eachother, that we can literally sit next to eachother with virtually no communication and still have an awesome time. I call it the aura of Span. Somehow when she's next to me, no matter whats going on, it automatically becomes awesome. It automatically lights up my face with that foolish smile. I notice myself gazing at Mr. Levine, our teacher, always with a smile on my face. I'm glad to believe that he thinks its because his lectures are interesting (which they are incredibly funny and insightful), but in actuality its because I have the most beautiful girl in the world sitting next to me, and thats all I really need. And even though I have to do 4+ hours of homework a night, and have never worked harder in my life, it is without a doubt worth it. Worth it just to see Span, just to be with her and enjoy her presence. Every day I grow closer to her, every day I enjoy so many new laughs and smiles, so many hugs and kisses, so much happiness and love. Now thats awesome baby. I love you Span.

So anyways, now that I've filled you with my overdramatic feelings, its time to get down to that exciting stuff I was referring to earlier (sorry for going off on a tangent like that). Last night, after getting home at about 11:45 (me from a John Prine concert, Span from her parents' indian friends house), we decided Operation Sneak Here In Twilight (O.S.H.I.T.) was go (ok, ok, that was the worst acronym ever, but I did my best...I know, that just makes it more pathetic). So we talked for a bit more, and prepared to go. Span took a shower, carefully mentally and emotionally preparing for the night ahead. Nick sat on his fat ass, contemplating what his life would be on drugs if he was this crazy off them. Oh well, sometimes you just gotta suck it up and do it, even if you're afraid. I watch movies and hear about adventures and always get those surges of inspiration to go out and be crazy. What the hell is the point of living life if you're not going to take advantage of it? Fuck that boring shit. If I'm put on this shitty piece of rock, given a life that most people would simply be content with, I'm going to flip off the world and doing something fuckin' crazy. Thank goodness Span just makes sure I follow through with it and dont just talk alot .

So anyways, now that I'm mentally prepared, Span calls me and we just sit there on the phone, not saying a word, for 20 minutes. It was surprising because it wasn't boring at all, it was very soothing. It managed to calm me down and stop me from going out of my mind with anxiety, and by the time it was 1:28, I was ready to go. I got out my fireladder, and noisely disassembled it (took about 10 minutes). I climbed down it (freakiest thing ever cause you're swining all over the place), jumped in my car, and sped off. Quickly I dialed Span's number to update her on my status. Operation OSHIT was underway and thus far successfull.

Upon arrival at Span's house, after parking my car, I approached her window. She seemed more tense than usual, and I later found out it was because her palms were sweaty. After cliffhanging over her window for a couple of seconds, she dropped into my arms and thankfully I caught her so that she was standing up as she hit the ground. I could not have been more relieved because she wasn't wearing long pants.

Span had the spantacular idea of going back to my house. We were both smiling idiotically considering the circumstances and I distinctly remember looking over at her in the darkness and smiling. She looked so beautiful and sexy. Its hard to believe that any girl, this late at night, could look so gorgeous. But Span looked far beyond that.

Anyways, we arrived at my house. Span nervously climbed up the fire ladder. I quickly followed. When I got to the top, I looked around and didn't see her. I was confused. But a quick glance under the covers revealed my babygirl, and I hopped in after her and grabbed her, giving her a monster hug. We turned off all the lights, and lets just say...it got very romantic. It was an incredibly hot expirience. I started off licking her nipples and sucking her neck, trying to sexy up the mood. Lets just say...it didn't take long , and our clothes were quickly off. After all, we only had two hours. So we smooched around a bit more, Span licked the dick here and there. We tried to do the 69, but after jamming my fatass in Span's face, we both became very discouraged and gave up. However, we did give eachother head, and Span finally came to my oral, giving her the "best orgasm ever." Her humping my tongue was pretty damn sexy. She finished me up in about 20 minutes (Give or take 18 minutes...mostly take) and we fell in eachothers arms.

After that, she layed on me so romantically I cannot begin to describe. Her words were articulate and  beautiful, such a pleasure to listen to. We softly conversed in my dark room, the whole asleep, the moon shining full outside. We talked about our kids. It was a funny conversation, lots of little chuckles and laughs, and we were both dozing off here and there. I couldn't help it, it was without a doubt the most relaxing, comforting, and romantic moment I have ever expirienced. It made me look forward to the future with the most blissful joy. Sleeping next to Span is going to be awesome.

Span dressed and then threw my clothes at me, helping me get clothed. We climbed back down the ladder. The nerves were rising again, but we laughed the ride home and tried to stay calm. After noisely assembling the ladder, span climbed up it (upsidedown, sorry baby) and into her room. I put the ladder back in my car and drove off. A quick call confirmed everything was okay, and she soothed me all the way home until I lay down in my bed. What a perfect end to a perfect night, kissing my baby goodbye on the phone, laying her down to sleep. I know she's always laying next to me and will never leave my side, nor will I leave hers.

I had an awesome dream that night. Then I realized it had come true.

Nick